Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Summary

Passion
Friendship
Farhad
Photography
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!!!

Pretty clear description of my current mood :D
Wish I could add Ski to the above list as well! :(

I don't know why, but at this time of the year, farhad feels soooo good. It just speaks my mind. I want to listen to it all day long. I love it!!!

I got a few complaints about my return. Well, yes, I have been pretty lazy in terms of writing in this blog; actually I have a lot of drafts saved, but I just don't feel like any of them are suitable for posting. Instead, I find it very easy to express myself in my photoblog. It is really fulfilling for me to post something there; a photo that reflects my inner self, along with a few lines, from a poem, or from myself.

Sometimes I look at the photo, and just write whatever comes to me. But then at other times, when I hear something nice that reflects my feelings or thoughts, I feel like I want to post it along with a photo. So I go and look to find if any of the photos I have taken match the text. If not, then I gotta get up and take my camera outside! :D

So check it out here. Don't know if you'll enjoy it as much as I do; after all, it's all in the eye of the beholder!

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Return!

It's been a while since I last wrote here. I don't know why, I feel the urge to write here from time to time, but it hasn't been strong enough to make me do it. There are a lot of things on my mind that I want to write so that I can organize and structure my thoughts, but I feel sort of insecure about writing them here. Although I would very much appreciate it if someone could give me comments on my unwritten confusions, I feel obliged to keep them to myself. I should correct myself: maybe I don't feel insecure, maybe I just don't write them here because they are too sacred, as once one of my friends said. They are too sacred to be shared with anyone else but the bearers of the memory.

Anyways, what have I been up to? FUN! Lots of it! In tonnes! and not much studying :( well yeah, from the time I got back from Iran, I have been involved in arranging/attending different things! First the ski trip, then arranging the surprise party, and so on. All these little things keep on happening as well . It's been good so far.

I really liked skiing, I feel a sort of freedom, and challenge, both at the same time. The challenge component of it has been dominant for now, since my muscles are almost non-existant! But I see the freedom part of it coming along the way! It's something more or less like riding a bike. You need to know the rules to start doing it, but after that, it's just intuitive and you gotta develop your own way of doing it; and when you do that, oh you feel the breeze on your face and there's this feeling of freedom overtaking all your body! The same feeling that arises when you're driving 100 km/h on mount pleasant with an open sunroof and an open window! Or maybe even better!